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Something's happening [Mar. 7th, 2010|08:47 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Muse-Undisclosed Desires]

And it happens everytime we're alone together or well, just together even. When I feel like I can talk about absolutely positootly anything. Like I can be as stupid or as whiny or as nerdy or as myself as I can possibly be.

I think this robot is beginning to malfunction. And mmm, it may not be too bad.
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Fyou [Nov. 16th, 2009|09:42 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |I can not think of a proper enough song for this]

I hate you.

Scrap everything I said yesterday, I HATE YOUUUUU.

I liked you more when we weren't talking. HAHAHAHAHAHA
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A welcome arrow through the heart [Nov. 15th, 2009|12:00 am]
edensoasis
[Current Music |Kings of Leon-Sex on Fire]

My day was satisfactory.

Without you, I am not empty.

I am incomplete.
It's so clear now that you are all that I...
And I have no fear cause you are all that I...


Have...you thought about me today?
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The wait [Jun. 14th, 2009|01:33 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Minus the Bear-Pachuca Sunrise]

I was never a patient person. And now I see it's really taking it's toll.

Tuesday, come what way, will be epic.

Here's to hoping for the best and expecting the worst.

Thank God for good friends :)

Don't cry I'll bring this home to you if I could make this night light enough to move.

Remember the things about us that made you happy.


PLESPLESPLESPLESPLESPLES.

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I hate how [Jun. 11th, 2009|11:32 am]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Coldplay-Fix You]

I can't control my tear ducts :'(
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Cauterise [May. 26th, 2009|10:37 am]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Coldplay \m/]

They say that angels were created to see beyond the bondage of time and space, meaning they possess knowledge of what has happened, what is happening and what will happen.

I think that humans have this gift too. It's just we lean on our feelings and relationships to much which ultimately blinds us to the bad things that have happened, are happening, and are about to happen. Naturally, this shouldn't be a bad thing. Humans are relational. Humans have free will and emotion.

That is, until it blinds you enough to take no action.

I suppose you think I'm bitter? I suppose you think I'm angry? That I sulk and seethe all the time now?

I can't pretend you're not right about that one.

Humans, though being relational, have the power to break other humans. Terrorist attacks, drug overdose, suicide...

A phone call.

Sometimes, they even rely on lowly tools just to try to save some face. A hitman, bribery...

The Internet.

Humans, however, have another natural tendency.

Forgiveness.

To many, this may seem like a weakness. But humans have evolved enough to learn from their mistakes. Humans can take control of their lives and steer it to where they want to go.

All I need is time. In fact, all I needed was your time, but seeing as you've chosen to expect the worse, we can now say that it's MY time now.

Dear Lord,
Please give me the courage now to do what I SHOULD do. To say what I SHOULD say, so I may redeem my soul. Please help me go through this painful process now, to heal an even bigger pain. Please help me hold on to the fact that the past is the past; and if there is something I should remember, let it be that given the current state, my future looks relatively bleak. So give me the courage to do what I am about to do with the utmost honesty, gentleness and pure love.

So help me God.


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-- [May. 24th, 2009|06:19 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Radiohead-Let Down]

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Iunno what to say to you anymore.

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It's not like i haven't tried though.

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nfdjvbnfjglhdfushdfjdsvhjhvbsdjfhusdhwidfa;siphasfihasfasfchfhfgdhfhuoh ANO BA, HA? ANO PA BA ANG HINDI KO NAIBIBIGAY SAYO? ANO PA ANG KULANG SA AKIN? ANO NA NAMAN ANG GINAWA KO O HINDI KO NAGAWA? ALIN SA MGA PAGKUKULANG KO ANG NAIS MONG PINTASAN ULIT? ANO PA BA ANG MAGAGAWA KO? DALI! SAGOT!

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Sorry. I suppose I was just let down and continuing to hang around.

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Dear God [May. 19th, 2009|10:29 pm]
edensoasis
Please give him patience.

You can have all of me, every inch of me, every emotion I feel (Oh yes, I do feel), every tear I've shed on your behalf, every token of affection I have ever given, everything I am.

All I need is your patience...

And love.

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I wonder wonder [May. 14th, 2009|03:18 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |John Legend-Satisfaction]

Wonder, about the spell that you are under.

Can you really blame me for raising my inhibitions again when it feels like your intentions are shifting?

You've no idea how silly I feel every time I give in to you. Cause the good, logical side in me asks me the undying question.

Are you happy?
Can you live with yourself?
Is this what YOU want?

Then, I feel all the more sillier cause I somehow manage to convince myself to answer "Yes." using your reasons for my supposed paranoia.

You don't love me like you say you do.

Well, if obsession is the only way I could keep you. Then I suppose. I could. Keep. On...yeah.

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Unscrew those hinges [Apr. 24th, 2009|03:34 pm]
edensoasis
[Current Location |house]
[Current Music |Emery-Party Song]

I need, feel, hate, love, shudder, shout, cry, laugh and pray.

I'M A HUMAN.

Silently. Secretly. Suddenly.
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